The baby has been with his grandmother all week, which makes this the longest week of my life. I have been able to survive it, mostly by looking at pictures of him, and visiting him as often as my time permits. Having a baby means your life changes overnight. I am no longer just an I, much like when I got married, I became a we, and now her and I are a three. So this baby is now like an appendage on my body, where I have to have it no matter where in the world I am. My body chemistry seems to be yearning for my connection to him. I love him, and he is me, and we are we.
And I wouldn't have it any other way really.
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